It's 4 in the morning // you know where I'll be..

Some songs & stuff...
7:43 pm at Friday, Dec. 26, 2003

bright eyes // If Winter Ends
I dreamt of a fever,
one that would cure me of this cold, winter-set heart
With heat to melt these frozen tears burned with reasons as to carry on
Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow
But I swear that I would follow anything
just get me out of here
But you get six months to adapt
and you get two more to leave town
And in the event that you do adapt
we still might not want you around
But I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
but I know that that's impossible now
And so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories
cause I just can't think anymore about that
or about her tonight
And I give myself three days to feel better or else I
swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff
because if I can't learn to make myself feel better
how can I expect anyone else to give a shit?
and I scream for the sunlight
or a car to take me anywhere.
just get me passed this dead and eternal snow
cause I swear that I'm dying
Slowly, but it's happening
and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
just take me there
just take me there
just take me there
and say and lie to me and say and lie to me and say
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright...
armor for sleep // Being Your Walls
Pull your arms up around your knees
And hide out inside your room
Pretend you can't feel at all
Just realize that I know how you feel now
If all I am is a distraction for you
then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me
Take all you can, find in me
Can you think back to when things worked
When dreams were the days you lived
When you never cried alone
Just realize that I know how you feel now
If all I am is a distraction for you
then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me
Take all you can, find in me
I know how (know how)
You feel now (you feel now)
If all I am is a distraction for you
then I can't complain that you can't feel something for me
Take all you can, find in me
hopesfall // The Bending
This is just the in between
The point where worries can shatter dreams
This is that look like I'm going to throw it all away
This is infatuation's best-kept secret
and those are the hovering eyes that glide and glare
You're the most best-kept secret
So not another word of this conscious bending conversation
I'll find it before I revolve around the tips of their tongues
(If you want to read an actual entry, go back one..)
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