If love existed, we wouldn't be so soft & easy to ruin.
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How much more bullshit can I take? Day after day of this and nothing seems to get better. Another night spent depressed because you decided to yell at me for having no friends. Yell. I'm fucking 15, my life is still transitioning and you yell at me for something I have no control over. Makes a lot of sense. As if that wasn't bad enough you ask me why I can't be like someone else. What the fuck? I'm your daughter. I'm my own person and yet, that's not good enough? You actually ask me why I'm not like a person who drinks and smokes pot? Clearly you're insane. I'm supposed to take your advice but this is one I won't be taking.
Maybe I should congratulate you for doing such a great job in attempting to tear down everything that I worked hard for in my life. Maybe you could atleast try to put yourself in my place for even an hour. You have no idea what it's like.
So much for the promise to back off, it sure did a lot of good. I worked my ass off today and I didn't even get to leave the house for two shitty hours. Mark this down as the worst start to a new year yet. Who knows. This is probably the road back to depression. Lately it's been well-traveled.
"So what did he say to make you so goddamn defiant, so fucking triumphant?"--CURSIVE