It's 4 in the morning // you know where I'll be..

When green eyes turn to red.
9:41 pm at Thursday, Jan. 22, 2004

Sometimes I wonder why everything you wish for doesn't come true but mostly I wish it would. You'd finally get something you wanted. I was there for you when you needed it..which is more than you can say for a lot of people. I took your incessant whining and pining in stride, but perhaps you should take it with a sip of cyanide. This is our falling out. You want to take cuts at me for my supposed faults, then you should take what you give, my dear. You want to say things about people that I know and love, then you just go and do that. Use your excuses while you can. Pain is temporary but pride, pride lasts forever. This is what life's about--what goes around comes around. I speak of only the cold, hard facts. I have no reason to embellish, for what have I done wrong except to trust you in the first place? It may be one of the biggest mistakes I have ever made, to trust. Only I was too naive to see it from the start. I suppose we all make mistakes, but that doesn't mean we're all forgiven. Keep it up with the sad puppy act, it's real cute. Real cute.

One last thing..It's better this way.

"The words you scribbled on the walls with the loss of friends you didn't have. I called you and the tiem is right. Are you in or are you out? For them all to know. Bye bye, beautiful. Don't bother to write. Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars.."--COHEED AND CAMBRIA

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