If love existed, we wouldn't be so soft & easy to ruin.
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Last night and today were pretty good. Last night I slept at James's (we're cousins, don't forget) so I could go snowboarding today since my mom is in Cape May. We had an escapade with his car and ended up having to climb out the window in order to get out. We got to his house, questioned whether the earth's mass changes and talked until about 1 AM. I then fell asleep and woke up at 4:30 unable to fall back asleep for about 45 minutes. We woke up at 8:30 to get showers, get dressed and eat before going out. We ended up having plenty of time to spare.
At noon we met up with Jake, Mike and Jillian and went to go snowboarding which got boring. We decided to go to this park to find a better place to snowboard but it ended up in a snowball fight / wrestling match. Despite the bitter cold and my scratches in completely random places, fun was had. Walking home was a bitch as my joints were frozen stiff.
John Jay was the only of the non-Radnorites to come back to James's. We ate dinner and then sat in James's room for a good 4 hours. It was excellent. I had to come home at 8, mostly because I spent an entire day at his house.
So here I sit, bored and lonely except for my dog who is sleeping on the futon. Make that was sleeping on the futon. Now he's walking around looking for things to eat.
I hate how after having a good time there's always the let-down period. The time right after you see the person you love and you just want so badly to be with them again. The time when loneliness sets in worse than usual. Lately, the urges have been getting worse. Possibly because I've been sticking to the once a week deal. I just wish that things weren't so hard and that I wasn't so selfish. I'm amazed at how fitting this lyric is right now.
"When I'm driving home at night - tired, frustrated & pinned down by spite - I'm reminded that your love (unlike these things) will never change, or fade, or pass away."--MINERAL