It's 4 in the morning // you know where I'll be..

No sympathy
8:48 pm at Wednesday, Feb. 04, 2004

It certainly looks as though weekend plans are 100% out of the question. My mom said I am supposedly grounded indefinitely until the next report card. Which is completely horrible as the next report card isn't until April. All this because of a C+ in Integrated! A C fucking + in the hardest freshman course. She said that it was "mandatory" that I get all A's and B's in every class, which I have in every class except Integrated. All my teachers think that my mom is psychotic, which is accurate because they say I'm a good student. I haven't missed any homeworks this quarter except for the 3 allowed ones in German. She can't even blame it on my lack of work. Apparently it's just that my writing is not up to par. I can't help that. Every time I try I get worse grades than when I don't. There is absolutely no logic here whatsoever.

I have a 3.2 GPA which is a B. A B is a good GPA. Granted it's not superior or anything, but it's only the first semester. This is so ridiculous. Had I gotten a B- in Integrated, it still wouldn't have made my GPA any higher. Clearly I should just take all easy classes and never have to worry about bullshit such as this. My mom has to realize that colleges don't look at the individual quarter grades for every year. They look at the final grades. One C+ is not going to render me college-less Senior year. I could understand if I was getting more than one C+, but seriously..

I suppose this is adios to my friends as I most certainly won't recognize them the next time I see them. My already fucked social life isn't even down the toilet, it's in the public waste plant already. If the Nazi's ever re-unite, they know who to call..and it's not Ghostbusters.

"Thank you for making me worthless in your eyes.."--FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND

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