If love existed, we wouldn't be so soft & easy to ruin.
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There’s so much uncertainty in my life right now and yet I feel so carefree. This is completely illogical, but I guess I’m going to go with it. I suppose that things haven’t quite registered yet—that I may never even see him again. I’m not okay with that but I’m very hopeful that things will change. It’s not that being alone scares me, because it doesn’t; it’s being with someone else that does.
I’m well into my third week of grounding. I could hardly care less. I’ve actually enjoyed some of the time alone. Granted, there are times where I would like to go out, but mostly keeping to myself will suffice. What’s ironic about this whole situation is now I expect so little that I’m usually surprised when something good happens.
Today has been a fairly good day. I smiled as I suffered through my four-page essay although I cannot possibly understand why.
"I'm so sorry I do this to you. I can't wait forever for you.."--NORTHSTAR